ISHLIBIDISH

I wish I’m highly inebriated right now but I’m not. I’ve been feeling down in the dumps lately. Probably, I’m still adjusting with my work schedule. My body’s kinda reacting, I feel kinda sickish and too lazy to function. Plus, (It’s too early for me to say but…) someone at work is showing me some attitude already that I really hate. I can’t tell much about her for now but I know for sure she’s the kind of person that I don’t wanna be working with. She’s not even my boss. Such energy sucker. This whole arrangement just made me think of the good old times and the people back where I’m from. It’s like every morning when I wake up I’m slapped with a “Today is a great day for being sad.” greeting sign. It’s not like this is my first time but I just wish I can manage longer. And I HAVE TO. I  have to grow up some balls. Enough about complains. Oh well, today’s Easter Sunday. I hope I can get strength and motivation from its meaning of celebration. I should renew my dying energy. This is just temporary madness.