Let’s get ready to mumble!

Hello there changes, nice meeting you…again!

It’s weird that I still feel weird about changes. I have been through a lot of changes in the past but it still feels so weird facing it all over again. I feel so different. It’s whether the things around here isn’t the same anymore or the people I know have changed or maybe it’s me. Maybe I have changed. I don’t know, maybe I miss the old stuff and I’m liking what’s now. Maybe I miss my old friends and enjoying the new company. Maybe I’m just too worried for tomorrow and I’m feeling secured for today. It’s being happy now and feeling sad about what could have been. It’s between confusion and satisfaction. Questions and answers. Realizations and making new mistakes. It’s between waiting and patience. Optimism and negativity. Cowardice and braveness. It’s me being placed in the middle.

Perhaps it’s this genuine mystery that scares us about changes. But cliche as it sounds, changes are there for a reason. Whatever this is I’m feeling, I’d like to take comfort in Keane’s song, “Everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same.”